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I'll tell you the truth... as anyone who sees or reads (or both) my posts you have to discern that I have some affinity and affection, a love for my Father in Heaven, for Jesus.. I am sure I am judged by some, perhaps many while others can totally relate. I share my heart and sometimes my mind, sometimes a mix of both. They both tend to overflow lately with all thats going on in the world and personal trials and tribulations, a lifetime (almost 49) of experiences of questions, of learning, living - sometimes of great heartache and pain, of joy, peace and uncertainty. Loneliness, fear, laughter, broken friendships, unhealthy soul ties. Feeling completely lost and alone and at times feeling completely fulfilled and totally and unconditionally loved. It's life. But I'll tell you - the more I know of Him the more I love Him. The more I know of His love, the heavier the burden that everyone would know Him.
I was once in a very unholy relationship that lasted on and off for 13 years. My soul was intertwined with something and someone else that sought to destroy me. When God really opened my eyes and I began to 'see' I quickly realized I was in a prison that I had no way of escaping, my whole mind and body had been conditioned to accept so many lies. How do you escape a lie that you had built your whole life around, even the way you think? Only Jesus can do that. I didn't know it at the time and there were many, many days I prayed for death because the pain was more than I thought I could endure. I couldn't reconcile what I thought and was conditioned to think, with what I had been taught was true. Only Jesus can through His Holy Spirit! It was complicated, chaos, confusion. I begged God to end that relationship because I couldn't. And as I heard my friend Benji C. Mallory say the other day, "as sure as there is a cow in Texas", He flat out severed that relationship like lighting from heaven! But.. it was the most painful thing I have ever endured even compared with the death of my mom and best friend. Thats when He revealed the truth of this scripture to me:
Hebrews 4:12 "For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it pierces even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow. It judges the thoughts and intentions of the heart. "
The "Word" (Logos) literally, is His Voice and when He started to really speak into my life through His Spirit within me (thats all I had at the time, meaning I had little knowledge of the written Word, i.e. the bible) I began to see and hear. That scripture above became so real and active in my life (and I didn't even know that scripture existed until years later)... but it was the most painful experience. He began to separate life and death in my mind and my body, the holy from the unholy, the light from the dark. He made sense out of stuff I couldn't even begin to explain! But I was in so much pain emotionally, my heart was breaking over and over again at the loss of that separation - although the relationship was unholy, there was a love I had for something that was a lie and even though it was a lie, my heart and mind were completely bound by it. I was in bondage. It felt like someone was ripping me apart inside. I now know He was doing exactly what this scripture tells us:
Ezekiel 36:25-27 A New Heart and Spirit …I will also sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean. I will cleanse you from all your impurities and all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will remove your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes and to carefully observe My ordinances.…
He's still forming that heart of flesh in me. He is still molding and making me into what I was created to be and do. He is still pouring His Spirit into me. He is making me whole. He is restoring what the enemy had stolen, corrupted and perverted. He is continuing to set me free and liberate me with His truth. I could list a thousand passages and more that He made alive in my life, and literally wrote the truth of those passages on this new heart He has and is creating in me! Most of which I didn't even know existed as the written Word, so even now many years later He reveals and confirms what He has done as I study more. And each time I come across a passage that I lived experientially - His Spirit within me confirms it, thats when I know He literally writes it upon my heart. Its a truth forever and indelibly written!
He is real, alive and so beyond description, no words can convey. Try and try as I might there are no words in any language that can sum up His love for us, Its the sweetest frustration to never be able to fully explain, describe, tell you... even now I am at a loss, you just have to meet Him for yourself. I wish I could say "Come and see, Behold - the King of Kings, the Great I am, Here He is!!!, Faithful and True, wonderful Counselor and Friend! I can't... you have to seek Him for yourself. I can only tell you about Him, point you to His Word..
I started this post just thinking about the deepest and greatest desire of my heart - to be at His feet, to see Him as He is, looking forward to the day when that takes place and to have the ability to praise Him without ceasing, without tiring, without the distractions of this world. To come face to face with the One who sacrificed His life, so I could have eternal life spent with Him, my maker, the lover of my soul, the One who left the ninety-nine to find me, who rescued me and heard me cry out when I needed Him. The One who accepted me as I was, and is transforming me. My redeemer, the One who carries me when I can't stand on my own two feet.
I suppose this has turned into a bit of a testimony. I hope someone is inspired by it but not just inspired, but a catalyst to seek Him, to pray for a deeper relationship. He has shown me many dreams and visions some of which I have shared, some not but almost always they have highlighted or pointed to "relationship". Thats what matters, thats what He wants. When we are desperate, in great need and there is no where to turn, we cry out to God. Much of what has happened and is happening is a testimony of His great mercy and love for us. The trials and tribulations I have experienced brought me to Him, closer to Him. Its unfortunate that it takes that but thats often how He gets our attention, otherwise we remain distracted and deceived. I do believe more than ever our time is short.
Isaiah 55:6-7 Seek the LORD while He may be found; call on Him while He is near. Let the wicked man forsake his own way and the unrighteous man his own thoughts; let him return to the LORD, that He may have compassion, and to our God, for He will freely pardon.
Aug 19, 2020
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Aug 18, 2020
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Sep 29, 2019
Today, after having a nice conversation with a friend. I was researching a topic and came across an article about a well- known (to some) preacher who’s health is failing. The article was old, but filled mostly with accounts of this man’s false witness and questioning of his character. I honestly was a little surprised because I had no idea that so many people felt this way about him, mainly because I haven’t kept up with him, or bothered to question what other’s thought of him. It reminded me that there is plenty I don’t know, plenty I am unsure of and that no man or woman has a monopoly on the truth – but there is One who IS the Truth and who will lead me into all Truth.
John 16:13 “However, when the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into all truth. For He will not speak on His own, but He will speak what He hears, and He will declare to you what is to come.”
I think discerning the truth about a matter is critical especially this day and age and especially when it comes to the things of God.
Mankind has been distracted, deceived, swayed and swung left and right by every wind of doctrine. This is even more evident and prevalent thanks to social media, hybrid pseudo religious movements, theologies and modern day “prophets”. (I say that with some sarcasm).
We should learn to discern the difference between the gospel and gossip, propaganda and purity, truth from tall tales. But yet, few want to know it, few search for it, few long for it, few realize they are bound by lies and deception and find comfort in what is familiar, what is tradition, what others have taught them regardless of the manmade credentials that follow their name – generation after generation have been taught lies and many defend these lies with their lives, as truth. Today’s truth for many, come by way of a cute meme, or some saying posted and reposted, exponentially multiplied across the world wide web making lifelong slaves of ignorant people to deception, so much so I believe it has become part of the mass DNA. Websters defines ignorant: destitute of knowledge or education; lacking knowledge or comprehension of the thing specified. Resulting from or showing a lack of knowledge of intelligence. It comes from the root word “Ignore”… i.e. in this case, to ignore the Truth. So if you are ignorant of a matter, you have purposefully ignored to know the truth of it. Ignorance is not an excuse, it’s a confession.
John 10:27-28 “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand”.
What is the “voice”… of God? When we think of voice we typically think of sound, dialect, accent, language. But we know the “voice” of God is the voice of “truth” which can be found in His Holy Word and we also know that the “Spirit of Truth” comes to live within us when we accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior. The Spirit of Truth will attest to the Truth i.e. bear witness, when we hear it and receive it.
So how then are we to discern fact from fiction if we don’t know the voice of the One who is the Truth, the Spirit of Truth? We can’t. The voice is the essence, regardless of its dialect or language. When you hear the truth, if the Spirit of Truth lives within you, and you pray and ask for discernment - you will know it, His spirit within will bear witness and it will literally be written upon your heart.
The voice can be found in His Word. It is alive, His Word is His voice. If we are strangers to His Word, then His voice will not be discernable among the multitude of voices spewing false testimony and doctrines of demons no matter how pretty, how handsome, how educated, how well appointed and liked they may be. No matter how long the story has been told, the tradition upheld or the fierce determination with which it is delivered and disseminated.
2 Corinthians 11:13-15 “For such men are false apostles, deceitful workers, masquerading as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising, then, if his servants masquerade as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their actions…”
If what we are hearing, giving an ear to, does not correspond with His Word/His Voice, then its another gospel, another god, another deceiving spirit.
1 John 4:1 Beloved do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God. For many false prophets have gone out in the world.
Jeremiah 23:16 This is what the Lord of Hosts says: “Do not listen to the words of the prophets who prophesy to you. They are filling you with false hopes. They speak visions from their own minds, not from the mouth of the Lord”.
How do you hear the Voice of God – read and study His Word. There is no other way, there is no compromise, there is no substitute. In the multitude of voices we hear, which ones are speaking the Truth? What is your source of Truth, what is the golden standard of Truth for you?
John 14:5-7 “Lord”, said Thomas, “we do not know where You are going, so how can we know the way?” Jesus answered, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. If you had known Me, you would know My Father as well. From now on you do know Him and have seen Him.”
Aug 6, 2019
So much I see on social media about what we should and should not be doing, saying, thinking... I learned a long time ago the poison that spews from the media, and it includes all forms, even here on facebook because the "people" are so easily influenced by what someone else says, or does. Influenced by the propaganda machine that comes in all forms, and its voice grows louder and louder by the moment. No one can really think for themselves. Turn off your damn TV's, stop listening and watching all the BS the enemy spews out of its mouth through everyone around you, on TV and online. Limit your time online and that of your kids, control what goes into your mind and what you take in through your eyes. The only way a human or a nation is changed, is through the transformation of the mind... by the washing of the word... if you believe and seek to follow Christ. We think its "getting bad" now - if you read and study scripture, you will know this is like a Sunday walk in the park compared to what has been prophesied and written and sure to come. Don't be so foolishly surprised and stop crying wolf, when you know full well this is part of the deal. The "hate" we see and witness has its roots in one enemy, for we wrestle not with flesh and blood and as long as the masses keep their eyes on this distraction, the flesh, the right or left, the republican or the democrat, the christian or the muslim, the black or the white, the rich or the poor, the one who carries a gun or the one who doesn't... as long as you fight amongst yourselves, or proclaim to have the answer, without becoming the answer yourself, we lose. All of us. We have yet to learn to live the truth we are so ready to defend - and most are so far removed from the Truth, they really have no clue what it is they are fighting for... Faith without works is dead, i.e. it is no faith at all. Some will one day rise above the petty disagreements and snowflake sensitivities, and others will continue to die and decay in their disillusion and then wonder what in the hell happened when the "fat lady sings", and the show is over. So so many are so deeply entrenched in lies they never saw coming, do not realize they are a part of and unwittingly promote because they have failed themselves to seek the truth, to know the truth - to busy fighting for their own sense of identity and crying over spilled milk. Bitching and complaining about whats not right in their world, usually caused by their own hands, minds and mouths. We are a gluttonous, murderous, evil and depraved nation and for anyone to say otherwise is a liar. The enemy we are battling is not the nosey neighbor, the pedophile priest or the grand governments of this world. When the change we seek to have starts with us on our knees seeking God, rather than the world's approval or accolades, followers or friends, then and only then will change come. When we realize on a very real and personal level what repentance is and cry out for a repentant heart, then and only then will change start to take place. We are an ignorant, unrepentant, unwilling, proud, arrogant and evil people. No maybe you the one reading this isn't all that, but collectively we live in one of the most evil and depraved nations that exists on this planet and if you think otherwise, your head is fully submerged in that cesspool of lies and excrement the enemy has been feeding us for centuries. (We produce or host more pornography than anywhere else in the world, more than 60% of all the world combined and we are in the top 10 of the countries performing abortions). The enemy goes about like a roaring lion seeking to devour.... likewise he is setting off bombs, starting fires and creating chaos and instead of our turning to God in repentance, we run to the commotion like maggots to rotting flesh, promoting it, telling the world about it, analyzing it, wallowing in it like filthy pigs ready to consume it all until we are bloated and about to bust. There is truly only one answer to the woes of this world, and if the small minute amount of common sense we have is used to humble ourselves, repent and turn from our wicked ways and toward God, then maybe, just maybe He will hear from heaven and began to heal us and prepare us for what is to come. Ok thats my annual rant. I will go back to feeding the raccoons. :-)
Jul 17, 2019
One of the best messages I have heard in a very very long time! Surely I will listen to this over and over again! Highly recommended, very powerful!